I lost myself a long time ago
I lost my faith a long time ago
I don't know who i am so i remain
Alone
And these ghost wont let go

I long for the feeling of not feeling at all.

Humanity i love you
because you would rather black the boots of
success than enquire whose soul dangles from his
watch-chain which would be embarrassing for both

parties and because you
unflinchingly applaud all
songs containing the words country home and
mother when sung at the old howard

Humanity i love you because
when you’re hard up you pawn your
intelligence to buy a drink and when
you’re flush pride keeps

you from the pawn shop and
because you are continually committing
nuisances but more
especially in your own house

Humanity i love you because you
are perpetually putting the secret of
life in your pants and forgetting
it’s there and sitting down

on it
and because you are
forever making poems in the lap
of death Humanity

i hate you

Wish I was never born at all

Born with a mind so i was born dead

In today's world is any knowledge worth knowing

Whats is the purpose of progress if we were born to die

What is the point of hate if we are all just barely even alive

The older I seem to get the more and more I realize I don't know who I am

Life is meaningless without hope but why have hope if everything you Love

Dies.

No house to call my own
Sleeping in foreclosed homes
There is no sense in hope
I pray to god to prove hes here
I pray and feel like i cant feel
Sometimes life is too real


And everything you say
They will never hear.