Fix you.
It’s beyond repair.
I can’t find all the pieces,
Broken Mirror.
But,
I’ll make you a mosaic.

I belong in a Goodwill.
They’re the only place that’d take a reject like me.
You guys don’t need me anymore.
You never did.
I’m merely a dusty doll.
Too ugly for even a footnote.
In the background, on her shelf.
I don't need pity.
Go.

Darling Mars,
Untouchable through the vast of stars,
I love you so.
Your icy caps,
Your passion red,
You are not mine.

Though I want it so.
I am Earthbound,
Landlocked to reason,
Close to the ground.

I love Earth just the same,
His pastures green,
His seas cold.
He comforts me,
When I need it most.

I promised him,
Keep my feet on the ground.
But My head is in the clouds.
Darling Mars, I yearn for you so.

I tried to drown the thoughts of him in the strongest drink, but they are unaffected
and have learned to swim.

Him drowning in drink
Her trying again
Them relapsing
Going back
Coming back
Most of all, them leaving me

painting a portrait of
everything you are,
one mustn't discount
the crimson shirt
chocolate eyes
silly smirk
& angelic
fateful
lies