Theia: Poems

Jun 2019 · 98

quiet universe

Theia Jun 2019

quiet universe

this calm
this quiet universe
we created
together

it can only be ours
it's only for us

Jun 2019 · 183

that spot

Theia Jun 2019

that spot

we always meet
in the same spot
in my dreams

Jun 2019 · 310

deserving

Theia Jun 2019

deserving

convincing you
to love me
also
convincing myself
that
I deserve it

Jun 2019 · 117

sink in

Theia Jun 2019

sink in

sleep deeply
let our love
sink in

Jun 2019 · 145

calm

Theia Jun 2019

calm

the rhythm
of peaceful breathing
this calm
this solace
we cultivated
together

Jun 2019 · 91

power

Theia Jun 2019

power

you have
no power
over me now
or ever

#mantra

Jun 2019 · 168

belief

Theia Jun 2019

belief

belief
makes it
real

Jun 2019 · 249

2 glasses

Theia Jun 2019

2 glasses

2 empty glasses
left on the table
remnants
of a moment
not too far past

Jun 2019 · 95

i know

Theia Jun 2019

i know

i know why
you came back
you transparent
beautiful
stupid
boy

#dontworryitsnotaboutyou

Jun 2019 · 200

rush

Theia Jun 2019

rush

what's the rush, baby?
i was here before
i will
be here always

Jun 2019 · 199

404

Theia Jun 2019

404

am i real
without my voice?

Jun 2019 · 195

defeat

Theia Jun 2019

defeat

surrounded by warmth
a familiar feeling
lulls me into
defeat

Jun 2019 · 100

lonely

Theia Jun 2019

lonely

all of the people
buzzing
the loneliness
deafening

Jun 2019 · 122

given

Theia Jun 2019

given

i give to you
what's left of me
and what you give back
is a newer,
golden
me

Jun 2019 · 304

all of you

Theia Jun 2019

all of you

can you just
pour into me
the things i need
effortlessly
without hesitation
give me
all of you

Jun 2019 · 84

with or without

Theia Jun 2019

with or without

sometimes
it seems easier
alone
but always
it feels better
with you

Jun 2019 · 344

the chair

Theia Jun 2019

the chair

i'm looking
at this empty chair
with my heart's wish
and true desire
to see you there

Jun 2019 · 143

loathe

Theia Jun 2019

loathe

my disgust
distaste for you
eclipses
everything else

Jun 2019 · 77

toxic

Theia Jun 2019

toxic

toxic blood
toxic breath
toxic you
toxic death

Jun 2019 · 91

songs

Theia Jun 2019

songs

songs and memories
entwined
old,
new again
you,
and me again

Jun 2019 · 229

content

Theia Jun 2019

content

being content
never lasts long
when
you're faking it

Jun 2019 · 128

off the grid

Theia Jun 2019

off the grid

no one knows
where i am
right now
except you

Jun 2019 · 382

shaky ground

Theia Jun 2019

shaky ground

give me more
change
uncertainty

push me
to make something
beautiful
out of
my sorrow

Jun 2019 · 164

magic

Theia Jun 2019

magic

are you ready
to give in
to
goddess magic?

Jun 2019 · 122

no more

Theia Jun 2019

no more

my tolerance
for soul-crushing
is wearing
very thin

Jun 2019 · 109

return

Theia Jun 2019

return

how many times
did i push you away
(but i didn't mean it)
and how many times
did you come back anyway

Jun 2019 · 106

fire heart

Theia Jun 2019

fire heart

my fire heart
will
always
win

Jun 2019 · 92

running

Theia Jun 2019

running

am i always
running away
or
towards
something?

Jun 2019 · 192

fog

Theia Jun 2019

fog

tolerance, indifference, a fog
how easy it is
to slip back in
and forget
this burning for freedom

May 2019 · 390

goddess

Theia May 2019

goddess

no one
but me
knows how
to set this goddess free

May 2019 · 98

our story

Theia May 2019

our story

my love
i know
we will meet in another life
as we have in the past
we will live out this love story
to its magnificent heights

i just wish
it had happened
in this life

May 2019 · 101

down

Theia May 2019

down

i'm descending
to the depths
of doubt

May 2019 · 759

lives

Theia May 2019

lives

we lived a thousand lives
together
in my dreams
and not one
came true

May 2019 · 174

just so you know

Theia May 2019

just so you know

just so you know
i would have given it all up
to be with you

and just so you know
i would still
go
if you asked me

but
i understand

May 2019 · 125

liar

Theia May 2019

liar

i’m lying
everyday
to keep
us together

May 2019 · 197

the truth

Theia May 2019

the truth

what does this mean
for me and you
when i
still can’t tell the truth?

May 2019 · 174

abyss

Theia May 2019

abyss

emergency
the abyss
we finally faced it
and i
stumbled back
unable to contemplate
that next
tumbling
step

Apr 2019 · 255

skin

Theia Apr 2019

skin

i'm shedding
bad skin
learning to be
this new me

#becoming #transformation

Apr 2019 · 171

building

Theia Apr 2019

building

i'm slowly building
enough courage
to take
the first step

Apr 2019 · 393

now

Theia Apr 2019

now

what happens
now
when
i don't love you
anymore?

Apr 2019 · 119

my love

Theia Apr 2019

my love

my love
cannot be contained
it fills the universe
with my heart's song
for you

#love

Apr 2019 · 160

waiting

Theia Apr 2019

waiting

i'll just be here
waiting
to give you
my love

#love #waiting

Apr 2019 · 228

trapped

Theia Apr 2019

trapped

i've slowly become trapped
i'm no longer me
grasping in the dark
for the latch that,
when opened,
will set me free

#trapped #freedom

Apr 2019 · 1.2k

am i

Theia Apr 2019

am i

am i
tumbling
into another life?

Apr 2019 · 186

gag

Theia Apr 2019

gag

my stomach
can barely tolerate
going through the motions

#fakingit

Apr 2019 · 428

tell me

Theia Apr 2019

tell me

can you tell me why
this life is worth living
without you?

#love #secret #struggle

Apr 2019 · 145

when

Theia Apr 2019

when

when does
an internal rebellion
become
an external one?

when does
bravery
overcome
fear?

when does
the truth of my heart
decide
the words in my mouth?

#life #love #struggle

Apr 2019 · 381

unburied

Theia Apr 2019

unburied

from beneath the layers
of my buried past
you emerged
suddenly

old love, regifted

#love #oldlove #blastfromthepast

Apr 2019 · 375

midnight

Theia Apr 2019

midnight

and in the middle of the night
i woke
and heard the words
emerge from the darkness

"i love you"
was all that you said

but
that was all
i needed to hear

#love #lover #iloveyou

Apr 2019 · 356

glows

Theia Apr 2019

glows

the aurora glows
shifts into shapes
only my heart understands

things the heart knows
but words cannot tell

when stars fill the sky
when the waves crash
when you look into my eyes

#love