Every night, I drown in a world of nightmares.
They don't scare me anymore.

I've seen the people I love
die a thousand deaths.

I've been chased by a million monsters
that I didn't even know existed.

I've felt more humiliation and guilt in one dream
than in my entire waking life.

But the worst nightmare of all
is the one in which I lose you.

Those nights leave my face
wet with tears.

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I don't mind seeing
the season change

spring
summer
autumn
fall

on my own
as long as i can feel
your palm pressed on my cheek,
hear you say my name,
and hold you close
when the perfect sunrise comes.

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Dear self,
I am deeply sorry for how I have mistreated you
We have been through a lot together
I feel I will be departing you in the near future
this is not something to be sad about
even you are better off without me
I hope one day you can forgive me for what I have done to you
*I am sorry.

Healed wounds sealed with a kiss,
From the devil.

Consumed by a blue flame,
Fueled with passion.

Dancing in the rain,
Barefoot.

We lose ourselves at night.

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That perfect letter, The wishbone,
fork in the road, empty wineglass.
The question we ask over and over.

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You,
It's always you,
You bring a smile to my face,
You make my heart pace,
You keep my mind in place.

It's been so long,
And I wonder each day,
How do you do it,
What makes you so special,
That I can't get you out of my head.

My mind running marathons,
Just to grasp you for a moment,
Even if it's just an illusion,
The way I gently grab your hand,
And pull you in for a kiss,
Only to realize I've been day dreaming.

What is it about you,
Please tell me,
I wanna know why your beauty,
Wanders in my sweet dreams.
Give me an answer,
Even if it's just a tease.

You're the reason,
Why my nights are spent sleepless,
Why my days are spent dreaming,
Why each time I look around,
I see that amazing grace you lay around me.

Won't you come to me,
Because you and I know,
That you know,
That I know,
That it's you...

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