You call me Ade, my heart skips a beat
I can't help but feel my life's complete

You say goodbye, my world starts to fall
I can't help but hate how I've lost all

Please call me Ade, just one more time
So I can remember when you were mine

I wish you'd say yes, when I ask you out
Your voice isn't something I can live without

So please call me Ade, like you did before
Please call me Ade, at least once more.

That memory's so good that there's no way
I'll ever, ever let myself forget that day
It was the happiest day of my life
And will be till you say you'll be my wife.

If ever anyone was in love
Then me that day would rise above.
Because that was the happiest I've ever been,
and you're the prettiest thing I've ever seen

That day you were an image of perfection
and I am so glad we've made such a connection.

I'm fine, thank you for asking
Pain's something, I'm good at masking
Except you didn't ask, 'cause you don't care
And I shouldn't be surprised, to be fair.
I messed up, and I'm worthless now
And I'm hurting more, than I should allow.
But I'm fine, thank you for inquiring
Why would I be hurt, by what's transpiring?

Despite all the times, you said 'I love you'
If you heard my name, you'd reply 'who?'
Now our love, doesn't mean a thing
You've forgotten the times, you made my heart sing
You didn't even say goodbye
Because I'm not worth, another try

Thinking back to all the times I made you blush
I can't figure out why I wasn't good enough
What is it you think, I somehow lack?
That stops you from wanting to love me back.

Nah, I'm fine, I'm really okay
For as much as you care, anyway

It's been a week since you last said the words
That my heart fly away like birds
Remember? You said "I love you"
And I replied "I love you too"
But a week has past and now you're gone
I'm still in love, and you've moved on,
But perhaps I could accept that this is it
That at least right now, we just don't fit
If you could stay and be my friend
Then I could accept, that all things end

I knew I was never good enough for you
and know you finally, know it too
And I am crying, because you finally see
You always deserved someone better than me
I don't deserve to be happy, to laugh or smile
I haven't deserved to even live, not for a while
But throughout the pain, I force myself to
Because I still live, for the thought of you.
I know I did, a lot of bad stuff
but one day I might be good enough
Maybe for you, or maybe another
But for now I know, we've lost each other.



But I still swear to heaven above
That with you my dear, I'm still in love

Maybe one day, we'll meet again
Till then I promise, that's the last bloodstain
Until we next meet, I shall wait
Because perhaps there is, such thing as fate
And perhaps that we said can still come true
Perhaps there is a future for me and you
I don't think I'll ever stop being in love
But at your request I'll move on, sort of

I can't believe you ******* left.
As I struggle for each ******* breath
I love you more than anyone could
You said you'd loved me, and I thought you would
But you're gone, I was a fool
I slit my wrists, and blood starts to pool.

There's still never been a love as true
As this love, I still feel for you

I still look back fondly on all the good times we had
And I'm even more sorry, for every time I've made you sad

I wish I could hear, your **** voice,
or your soft, sweet touch, that made me rejoice

It seems there has finally come a day
When from you I have to stay away

I loved you months ago, and I love you still
And even with my last breath, I always will

I go to bed each night, and cry myself to sleep
I wake up in the morning, and just continue to weep.
A physical reaction to the realization of fears
The total loss of everything, that's what causes these tears
Because I know it's stupid, but I'm in love
And you're still an angel, belonging above

You were everything I wanted then you took that away
Oh what I wouldn't give, to have made you stay
Because if there's one thing I know it's that I love you
And I just wanted to think that you loved me too
With you is where I belong
But now the sad part is that that is gone
'Cause you were everything I wanted then you took that away
And I'd trade the whole **** world for just one more day

If I'd known that five thirteen
On the seventeenth
Would be the very last
Before "I love you" became the past
I wouldn't have left you alone
I'd have said "around you I feel at home"
Because I will love you always
But my hearts as empty as these hallways
Because now you'll never love me back
And now whole world's turning black
Because my perfect angels gone
But still my love burns on

As it always will.

I finally realize, why I could never define the color of your eyes
Because they aren't a normal color, as most people would think
Your skin's the color of innocence so pure
Your hair's the color, of happiness and warmth
Your lips are the color of seduction and love
and your eyes are the color of perfection

Well I managed one day, but I think I went mad
Not that you care, and that's what's making me sad
I dreamt of your touch, of your curves, of your voice
That now are all gone, since you've made your choice
In my dreams, you still loved me
And that's all I want, oh why can't you see?
That without I can't take joy in the warmth of the sun
Because nothing's as warm as your smile was, ***.
I just want to scream out, I love you
But you'll never be here for me to scream to

Your number's deleted, your Facebook blocked
Just like you wanted, I've done as you've asked
My life feels so empty, and my heart has been locked
Now you can forget about me, at long last.

But I won't forget you, I swear on my life
Because I'm still in love, so I pick up my knife.

There's no longer any meaning
My heart won't be bleeding
Love had made me blind
But now I've had enough of your kind
So why not just leave me to die?
It's time to end this, I've at least got to try

Would he compare your eyes to the endless stormy seas?
Could he write you poems that are anything like these?
Would he lose sleep at night, looking for the right words,
to explain that your voice, is more beautiful than the song of birds?
Would he worry that his poems, aren't enough?
Would he even bother with any of this stuff?
I can, I do, I always will
Yet I'm unsure if you love me still

Even noble persuits like love and life
and often nought but instruments of strife
So the best field to be strong in
Is not the ways to always win
But knowing when giving up is best
For you will win some, but not the rest

Each breath you take, takes mine away,
As you sleep off, the woes of day.
Not a worry shows on your perfect face
The mere sight of which quickens my heart's pace
Peacefulness only shows your beauty more
The most beautiful girl, I ever saw
Looking so perfect, fast asleep
I'm so scared to lose you, my heart starts to weep
But you're here right now that much is true
And I still wish, for forever with you

And to you my angel, I say goodnight
I'll forever love the beautiful sight,
Of your calm and resting face
Just as beautiful as, when I make your heart race.
This much I know, will be forever true
I will always, always love you

Love's an endless wild sea
But I'm glad you're here, next to me
The beauty of your perfect smile
Is the sort of thing making life worthwhile
The feeling of each perfect kiss
Is something I hope, I've no chance to miss

Your eyes contain beauty like an endless stormy sea
You are perfect in a way no one else could be.
Your voice is sweeter than the greatest birdsong
A life lived without you, would feel so very wrong.
I love your perfect hair, with its' elegant shine
And the way your name, sounds beside mine
There are countless things I love about you
And above all else, my love is true.

I'm fine...forever just wasn't as long as I expected

Remember when you said you'd always be here for me?
Oh yes, that turned out so well, oh can't you see?
Did you ever care? Or was it all just a lie?
Not that it matters, now I'm going to die

Night falls and then it comes to pass
And under foot I feel the soft wet grass
But in this early morning air
I can't help but wish I was there
My arms around your sleeping form
My loving embrace keeping you warm
I want be with you forever more
You're the most perfect girl I ever saw

There never was a love as true
As this love, that I feel for you

I'm looking back fondly on all the good times we had
And I'm terrible sorry, for every time I've made you sad

For example I love, your **** voice,
And your soft, sweet touch, makes me rejoice

There will never come a day
When from you I shall stay away

I loved you months ago, and I love you still
And even with my last breath, I always will

They keep on saying it's selfish, that I want to die
They say I have to keep on living, I have to at least try
But that also makes them selfish, for making me live a lie
That also makes them selfish, that much you can't deny

Blood-drops splatter, on the cold wood floor
as I rest my head, against the door
A painful distraction, from the hurt in my head
and another reminder, of all the times I have bled

Oh how I wish, that's what I could do
But I can't because it, would only hurt you

Look promises don't always work out okay?
This one couldn't have worked out anyway
But if we broke one promise, why not break them all?
And so out of my vision, the whole world starts to fall.

How on earth do you expect me to be okay?
Because I'm living in pain, knowing you've gone away
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Because I don't to be me, if there's no you.

A tear rolls down, my puffy red cheek
What I wouldn't give, to go back to last week
Back to that last, desperate kiss
And live forever, in the moment of bliss
Looking lovingly into, your perfect eyes
And be happy in that moment, where nobody dies
To spend forever, learning how your lips taste
and wrapping my arms, around your waist
and whispering the words "I love you"
Words that will always, always be true

I guess this is it, you're really gone
but how can you expect, me to carry on?
You're dead, dear angel, you left me alone
and I sit here crying, curled up with my phone
You were always an angel, my dear, sweet love
Now you've returned, to heaven, high above.
But if this it, and you're really gone
I don't think I, can carry on

I just want you to know that you're perfect

Looking into your eyes, it melts my heart
Oh your beauty's truly a work of art
Venomously addicted to your lips from the start
Everything I've done was to win your heart

You're all I want, and I need you
Oh you are perfect in everything you do
Utterly perfect, at least in my view
!

Kisses stolen
I love yous whispered
Listening to the beat of your heart
Laying beside you, in my bed

Memories, of things now gone
Everything's okay though.
!

I'm plagued by the memories of a smile
Times that be gone, I'm in denial
You're voice, smile, presence and touch, how can all that be lost?
But we had such good times, and I guess pain's the cost
But I'd gladly pay it, a million times more
To be again with the girl, I'll always adore

I always let you know, that you were mine.
But all I ever really wanted, was to be yours

The howl wind, and the lash of rain
An eternal storm, of boundless pain
The long gray tendrils of cloud and fog
Darker than, the city's fog
The roar of thunder, and flash of light
Illuminates, this endless night
But despite this ever, ongoing storm
Inside one remains, both safe and warm

Your voice is the most beautiful sound
And with I know, it's true love I've found
Your eyes are perfect, an unplaceable shade
And my dear sweetheart, I'm so glad you've stayed
I know I'm not perfect, not like your lips are
I love my angel, you're my shining star

Look at me my love and don't look away
Don't let the world lead you astray
I'll keep you safe as long as you are mine
So stay with me and you'll be fine
Safe from the endless, black abyss
Safe here with me, for another kiss

And so draws to a close the most perfect day
Well at least the most perfect so far, anyway
Because yes to today was perfect and great
Yet not nearly long enough, was our date.
But I hold onto hope, for I still believe
There will come a day, when you don't have to leave

The heart is strong when the love is true
When you mean the words 'I love you"
The heart starts to falter when you're not sure
If you mean that, anymore
And when those words are no more than lies
That's when a heart, shrivels up and dies

Where on earth did all the time go?
The seeds of sleepiness start to grow
Time's constantly passing me by
as I keep asking myself 'why?'
So where has all of the time gone
What's it all been spent upon?

If I get my wish, and things go right
This shall be my final night.
Should this be it, my last goodbye
Please my dear, please don't cry

I was never any good at life
Now is the time, end my strife
I never wanted to hurt you
But this all, that I can do

So I hope this is it, my last goodbye
But please my love, please don't cry

Perfection, beauty and lips so sweet
The most perfect girl, I ever did meet
You my dear, my perfect sweetheart
You're sheer perfection a true work of art.

Words falling onto a page
Knowledge beyond the poet's age
For what does a teenager know of life?
They've barely begun to experience strife.
But wisdom is tempered, not by ones years
But by the forming of smiles, and the falling tears.

I asked if you still still loved me, you said yeah
Then why do I feel, like you don't care?
What is that's happen? What is it that's changed?
And why has it got me oh so deranged?

Your replies they're now just one word
Which I almost wish, I hadn't heard
What happened to 'I wanna love you forever'?
You now only say things like, 'whatever'

Your eyes wide, staring up at me,
How perfect can, an angel be?
Your perfect face, lit up by a smile
You really are perfect, just in denial.
Excitement, fear, helplessness, lust
your eyes portray, the emotions they must.
You lie there helpless, your heart starts to race
Your hair falling perfectly, to frame your face.
That day was perfect, just you and me
with everything how it's supposed to be.

I look out, at the moonless night,
thinking about how you were right
I should be in your bed with you
Holding you close, it's just us two
But I can't be there, my arms round your hips
So I'll get some sleep, that last kiss on my lips.
It was so perfect last the time, that lips met
and I'm willing to bet, it made you wet.
A kiss so perfect, how could any compare?
To the soft, sweet lips, of an angel so fair.
So no one else shall have my kiss
Except for you, the girl I miss.
Good morning angel, this poem's for you
What I'm trying to say...Is I love you

The jealously stings when you say his name,
But you're in love, and I'm to blame
I gave you up, I let you go
I was too foolish to let you know
I love you, I need you, you know I do
But now it's his arms you crawl into.
I wonder do I even matter any more?
My name which once made your heart soar
Does it even make you smile?
Or have you not cared, for a while?
I guess my time is done
Off to his arms, you start to run
Staring dreamily into his eyes
You used to love me, or was that just lies?
It doesn't matter, you love him now
I want you back, but fate won't allow
Me to let you know, that I love you
And I will forever, no matter what you do

I remember the way I used to smile
I haven't done that in quite a while
I remember the way happiness felt
Before I had to deal with the hand I'd been dealt
I remember what it was like to blush
Ah those were the days, it was such a rush
I remember how happy I once used to be
I remember the days back when you loved me

I now know why I let you break my heart again and again the way you do
Because the only person who can put it back together again is you