just get up!

you ****** fake;

those scars aren't real and while you lay in bed I'm leaping through the gate.

just make a change!

perform like me;

it's elementary to find routine and act upon your dreams.


you crimson fool, the one who lacks.
you grisly con, you lazy hack.
be just like me, be unaffected,
just flip the switch, i swear it's simple!

and just when you thought things were turning

about face-- they hold you still and smack you.

i just want someone to hold me closer

than i am to the edge

this euphoria

can leave at

any time he pleases

just done be abrupt...

i need some time,

to condition to the cold

and with the falling of the snow

i too shall find my low...



leaves fall down

and my assimilation

is hereby terminated

i must retrieve


my childlike lust,

my yearning for creation

which was enough

and once again will be

hold on
i think i belong down there
trust me
i know i cant breathe your air
fix me?
im made sick by your atmosphere
find me
i feel that i am lost somewhere

grab a six pack
and some zigzags
no longer feeling blue

trying to erase
the memories
that i ever had of you

after tearing every ligament,and pulling every muscle in my arms, my legs, and torso, it dawned upon me suddenly when i realized that you dont reach for love with your body, you reach for it with your soul...



...now i'm ******.