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She holds her composure better than me,

And yet she's falling apart.



I can see a bit of purple around her eye,

where her foundation didn't cover.

She's always in long sleeves,

to cover the bumps and the scars.



She's in so much pain, yet she smiles.

She's got a round bump under her shirt,

But it isn't from a boyfriend or an act of passion.



She used to be called anorexic,

when the reality was, she didn't have food to

feed herself, nor the child she is being forced to carry.



She is missing chunks of her long blonde hair.

She only has three outfits.

Her only pair of shoes are plagued with tears and holes.



Her blue jeans are covered in crimson stains,

beyond her façade she's screaming.



And yet, despite all of these things she's enduring;



She just puts on a big smile,

And pretends everything is okay.
All your life
You're taught
To keep your composure.

All you've ever known
Is to be grateful
That you didn't die...

That you've lived through
Your crucible and now
You're free.

Like the past was all
Just a painful series
Of bad dreams.

I'm lost in a world
Built on lies
And false composure.
  Sep 2014 Tajia Williams
Isobel G
I speak,
In a string of words,
Placed carefully,
Side by side,
Line after line,
Imposing myself,
On the broken world,
For the loss,
Of composure
©Nicola-Isobel H.       18.03.2011
  Sep 2014 Tajia Williams
Lucid
in the beginning
you were my fire

your breath like flames
igniting a spark inside of me
giving me life

but you are no longer fire

all that's left of your fire
are the ashes of my soul that coat my tongue
*whenever i dare speak your name
  Sep 2014 Tajia Williams
1487
Sometimes people you've forgiven
do one last ****** thing to you
and you never recover
and you never see them the same again.
The poets are dead.

We killed them
Trading truthful words
For false security.
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