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You know that I can't show you Me, give you Me.
Everytime I see you, I stare at you secretly.
I wanted to hold your hand,
But I can't do that 'cause I still need to wear a mask, a mask that hides my hideous self.

I always put a mask to come and see you.
I wanted to give you a thing that resembles your beauty.
But I can't, I feel so guilty.
I'm so afraid. I'm so ugly.

If I had the courage to stand before you back then,
Would everything be different now?
I'm crying and left alone.
You're now with the stars,
But I still want you.
I still want you.
Hi :) this is inspired by "Untold Truth" of BTS from Love Yourself:Tear. I hope you like it :)
Karmen Mar 2016
And so maybe it wasn't true.
Maybe it was all just a myth I wished to be true
I misread the signals & believed every word you said
Ignored all the warning signs & your addicton
How silly of me to be blinded of the truth
To think that i loved you, oh I must have been ******.
Cause that was a just a big joke
Inlove with how you treated me, and the warmth i felt whenever by your side.
How I hated to say good bye.
And every kiss or hug just felt like I was at home. 
But that wasn't real
It was all a myth designed by my first ever intimacy
Oh how would it could have continued
How I wish it could only have been real
But it was a good lesson to Me
What you feel may not always be real
So be careful of what you let get to you .
You may not recover if the damage is deep.

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