It
Is
Ok
To
Be human
It
Is
OK
To
be
Stressed
Out
And
Emotional but is not a good idea to
Take one's own life.

I remember
Something so horrific
In the seventh grade
Some kid brought
A video tape
Of an autopsy of
An anorexic woman
Afraid
I
Vowed
That
No
Matter how
Sh*tty
I
Will
Live
My
Life to old age.

I
Would
Rather
Hear
You
Complain and *****
About
The *******
And
Drama
Than
Your f*cking
Autopsy

It is supper time
It is all most
Time for us to rejoice
Two broken souls
Can they create
Happiness
I think so.

Day time is lonely
So I busy myself
With photography and art
But that's not even
For you
Are always in my
Mind and
Hearts as you
Busy with your studies as alonely
As i am.

The only thing
Or person
That makes me smile
Is my love
My one and only
Not even family makes me smile
Though loyal
To them.

Although I am
Smiling
This hide my true feeling
Of the world
Which is a tantric war torn
Pervse place
Where the unsavory
Congrigate.

***** looks are
My specialty
You know the evil eye
For
I have a poker face just scary
Yet more beautiful
Than Charles Manson

My poker face is on
My gaze in you
I don't like you
You watch
Yourself
Pal
For you're
A tantric low life.

Finally dad
You can stop
Harassing
Me for a smile
For I am back in love with
Him again.
No money nor
Bugging me
Will never bring a smile to
My face.
Only the one and only