it's destructive
it's painful
but slicing into my skin
every time I want to write a word down
is the best pain I have ever felt
Maybe this bleeding
isn't bad
and I'm getting rid
of all the pain
But then
I don't know when to stop
The song "Chlorine" by twenty øne piløts is all about how to write this way you have to be in a bad place and sometimes the addictiveness of the sorrow pulls you deeper and deeper and the writing isn't an escape but just another door back to our dark places... I see this in myself all too often...
