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Eowyn Apr 2016
They never knew how it was like
They couldn't read my mind
Sure I can hide what is inside
The invincible mind erases defeat
Lost like fire on its way to sleep
Steel bends under its command
Shielding lust for every man
The words it bears love to sing
Now and then they hear the cling

Weird, they call me
Although I am insane
Sometimes it's what keeps me tame
Behind the wall
Is fought a war
It goes like thunder
I can' t stand it anymore

They hear me screaming from inside
They can't be both deaf and blind.
Only my words will survive
If darkness' wounds would take me out
Somebody surely heard me shout
Reaching out they'd call my name
I would never feel the wounds again
Through fire and rain, and oceans deep
This curse cannot find defeat

Weird, they call me
Although I am insane
Sometimes it's what keeps me tame
Behind the wall
Is fought a war
It goes like thunder
I can' t stand it anymore

The sickness once took a slave
What's left is the nothing it gave
Empty room with a golden chest
Tempting the mind its best
See what it has become
The tear that falls so slowly down
Friend or foe
What's the difference in a lonely world
Disaster likes the taste
You'll find me, alone in my cage

Weird, they call me
Although I am insane
Sometimes it's what keeps me tame
Behind the wall
Is fought a war
It goes like thunder
I can' t stand it anymore

Sickness, burn my name
Haunt my life, taste the flame
Sickness, play your game
Shay Apr 2016
The irony of the words you say - "I think I'm losing my mind."

Because how on earth can you think when you've left your sanity behind?
Molly Daniels Nov 2015
"i hate when people say they aren't giving their best effort. today, your best effort was coming here, or letting someone bring you here. your best effort was letting someone help you. that's the best you could do. it's the best you can do for you."
-a psychiatrist in the ER when i was brought in for suicidal ideation
Dreams of Sepia Oct 2015
If you are in pain,
if you feel sadness,
if you are racked with fear
that they judge you for
if you rage with an angry fire
if you have ever been betrayed
if you shout at the top of your voice
if you're not afraid to love
if you're not afraid to cry in public
if you sometimes want to die
if you are not afraid to question
the oppressor & reach out to the oppressed
& look for some Blessed heavenly light or
the  mysteries of the Universe in all things
if you know you are a candle
that might get snuffed out
but the memory of which will never fade
you are alive
& it's all worth it
Written because often the world & psychiatry tell us these things are not ok. They are. Shine that light & let it blind someone with it's beauty.
Dreams of Sepia Sep 2015
Iggy & Lou,
my iron angels
I do love you two
I am your sister now
schooled in experience
a Passenger
a Transformer
of dark days
though, Lou
they never tried
to fry my brain
thank god
Iggy, what did you do
when you were bored
locked up
what did you do
to shock them
I want to see your notes
& what they wrote
what havoc you caused
if you tried to jump over the fence
Boys, no matter how they treated you
your music still came out
they couldn't stop you
& they won't stop me
for with you, I am free
donning my leather
strutting my stuff
spitting words
out like charcoal
& grit
through the night's
backside
I trust everyone knows who Iggy Pop & Lou Reed are. Iggy Pop was sectioned in hospital at the height of his fame, when he was also writing his most controversial music, apparently criticizing the government. Lou Reed was given electroshock therapy for apparent schizophrenia because his family did not understand his personality.  I have been in similar situations & what's more, as a poet, it happened to me at a pivotal stage in my career & when instead of receiving protection, because I'd had my life threatened because of it & was afraid, I was locked up in hospital as mentally ill for it.
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