I saw you in the caffeteria today. There you were, and there I was, and the only thing keeping us away were the people around us. Look at me... I should pat myself on the back. I didn’t say hello, Even though... I saw you leave the caffeteria today. I saw you pass behind me and walk up those stairs, and then... I saw you, see me.
I’m in no shape to love give love take love make love so I will go out with friends strangers and have just one more ok two ok six say hello to that guy in the hat that guy with the beard that guy with blue eyes like yours endless skies and I’ll have one more to forget where I parked take a ride home take a ride at home make a mistake make it again wake up ashamed alone embarrassed wondering if you would do the same knowing you already have given love taken love made love I’m in no shape to love
here you and i are again, nothing is the same from the last time. your presence feels as though it is a mirage. surely this is because i thought that i finally found the strength to leave you behind. **** it; how come you always make your way back into my life? can't help but fail weak for allowing you to make amends with me. you appear to be a changed person which is refreshing yet irritating. the truth is, you can't change the hurt you caused me in the past. you can say "sorry" til you're blue in the face, yet that takes nothing back. hate to let you down or ruin your pride parade, i just need to do what's best for me once and for all. running back to your arms for the first time ever feels lethal.