I finally have

reached my ideal love, right now --


the loss can begin.

Life is far too short,

darling, you make me grateful --


and sadly happy.

I don't ask Do you

love me? as long as I learn --


to understand you.

With their girl, tough men

melt, she is already soft --


she gets tough later.

On vacation it is different
Then you are the man
I saw in you

then we do everything together
then we look together
viewed as together -

the outside of it
our two bodies
which are curiously scanned

through our clothes
We see it happen
and we see ourselves

as desirable persons
with ****** skin and lips
that laugh and whisper sweetly

I imagine it while
I wait for the kettle
Let's go on vacation

I really love you,

but what you expect from me --


I can't bear no more.

Although you like me,

I'll be alone again, once --


you got to know me.

He is leaving me,

though I tried my best so much --


It was not enough.

I unravel us,

paralysed you are waiting --


until it's over.

To disappoint me

is okay, if it's okay --


that I let you know.