I have gone for almost a year
Frowning on my chances
Wiping up the tears
Seems Life has gone well
Well Aint I the lucky apple?
To the teen before
that is depressed and squabble
Now free from the land
That use to be my devil
The demon in my head
No longer my cradle

The old Alvirez now become JJ (My new Nickname)
From the depth of my fear
From the demon that i slay
No longer chain from my rear
Hoping one day
I made it and it will continue this way
To keep that fire burning
Keep on fighting
To the Lord i pray

For the time being
I just wanna do the things I love
Protect the ones i care to
Until one day
This body wont be able to

To one reading this, God Bless

The Wind,
whisper silently within the distance,
waiting patiently,
for those who craving for a reason,
to stay awake and see life,
in every despair.
For in every eyes I see
Those who struggle
Or finding Oneself or those that they wanna be,
Lit up upon Thy faith ,
He close her eyes,
To cover in a smile and hold her tight-
All her pain,
All her feelings,
All her struggles,
All of her
And her well being,
Knowing that one day she will gone
And she will dies.

The Wind
Echoes and rings among those who believes,
or those who long lost hope,
Or those that simply
want their voices to be heard.

Among those winds,
I look ahead
the scenery
Of how great,
Thou hast created Thy art
Just walking through times,
With laughter and Jokes,
Not to worry about tomorrow
Or money,
Or fame.
To simply enjoy life as it is
To enjoy it as it was
And to enjoy it as there is.

The Wind
Blows joyfully among the stars,
In Awe and wonder,
In fullness of its yonder,
Sometimes,
I just lie still
Counting the Stars,
far away from the buzzing of Cars,
Or any hushes of the City,
How great a destiny or dreams could be,
If one day it just happens to be
That I lose this life,
I'm truly grateful
To know this life,
To know and survive,
Till the moment i will be awaken and revive,
Among the angels and Gods,
And most of all to let it happen,
And to let it show
That I Love You,
And thats all I know.

To know that my feeling for you
To fall for you,
To look forward through all the phase
To know what you are trying to shyly says,
That ''Yes I love You''
Is all i need to get through the days,

Oh Goddess of Wind,
If you are truly real,
And has always been,
for my hope has echoes through all the rivers
Through all the seasons and all the wonders
Of the world
For among this swift echoes
To watch her dancing on her toes,
To hold her under the moonlight
And kiss her slow

Sometimes I learn to stay awake,
In dawn some falls says ''It is the fate''
Running past the wall of hardship that you make,
Thinking of giving up every hour that i fail,
But looking up ahead i see the birds
Free, Flying past that wall that seems high without a trail
The sound of freedom rings in the distance,
The wind of change whispers within the walls
Slowly gone without a trace,
Somewhere in me,
I know there is something that kept me back
Something that lock me in my track,
The old me that use to say No
The one that laugh that say No
The one that say they care about you,
The Inner me that spark me to go,

Lift up my eyes,
I grab the first rock,
It Hurts,
It Hurts,
Slowly i whisper, It Hurts
I felt alone,
I felt hopeless,
I felt useless,
The dark hands that strangle me from within
And somewhere within this journey,
I realise i was not lost,
I was not beaten,
For None are worthless in His eyes,
For those who had give up hope,
For those who had lost in darkness
Shall found light,
And In you hope lives on.

I lift up myself,
I grab the second rocks,
I saw you,
Trying to carry all the burden alone,
And you were whispering
''Help''
You were worrying of how Others will think of you
You were worrying how Others life are so perfect
You were worrying how Others look so cool doing it,
Unrealising you are drowning in pain,
Deep in you slowly rotten away in vain,
I close my eyes and whisper to you,
Somewhere in you The You has decay,
Hope has no where to stay
And All I can do for you,
Is Pray.

Sometimes life is weird,
Life is hard,
Life is scary,
Life can be wary,
And it can drown you,
Life is like the rail in the forest
Dark in the midnight
Unknowing where to go
Or where it leads to
So many tracks
So many ways
So many walls
It just a matter who or which
Track will you chose?