You ever have that moment where you feel so subhuman
One no longer knows what it means to have self-worth?
Ever find yourself so far from who you expected to be that
Looking in the mirror you dont see the person who stared you back this morning?
At what point do we acknowledge we have become this anti-us
That we became the monster we fought to never become?
Dont you just wish you could turn back time?
Take that one moment that so plagues your life away?
I will never live down the actions I took
To snap and turn on you believe me kills me inside
Not to imagine what it did and does to you...
I'm sorry will never be enough but id say it every hour of the day
Whatever I could to make it up to you...
What kind of boyfriend, betrays his partners trust in them but turning on them?
What kind of a kind human betrays his own words to become so cruel?
What kind of a gentleman allows himself to fall further than the puddle he do kindly lay on for the girl to walk over?
I have acknowledged where I went wrong
I cant fix that now or ever
I can only work to making sure it never happens ever again
*I wouldn't want to live doing such a thing ever again to someone so close to me...
