no more guesses
not another assumption
you tell me what's on your mind
let me know what you need to function
but i just can't grasp at straws any longer
you let me know
when you're feeling stronger

'May I Thank you for being so all knowing?' said the karma *****...
' She is hurtful and so are we.
After getting Hurt one can only end up hurtful or something too lovely.'
Yes, love is love, and hatred is hatred...
And being hard is sometimes the best solutions for the present existence the one that you can treasure...
Somehow...

For All those who are praying and fighting
In the name of justice and true love
For their place treasured in the world
They're all sorrowful, then happy... Happy then sorrowful...
Maybe I did some mistakes in life
And for those I'm paying...
Or maybe it is just that love we all need... sometimes...?

I hope I guess it right.
Why you were disappointed and upset.
You can leave me, you can give up on me aren't you tired of me?

Is it because I talked to other girls?
Is it because I wasnt there for you?
Is it because I didn't talk to you?
I miss your summer hues.
Now you give me snoozes and mutes.

Saying sorry won't help.
I can't hug you either.
I disappointed you and I don't even know why.
I am adding drama to your life isn't it.
You hate drama.

I don't want you to leave.
But if you are tired of me, giving up on me, not loving me anymore, you can.
I am not the one for you then.

I love you.
But I think you are doubting that.
I don't even know if I am loving God or not.
And I don't know what to do but to tell you to "wait."

I can't do this.
Can I.
I can't be the one who you want.
Can I.

These are my guesses.
And some of my confessions.
But don't leave me.
Because I still have an affection,
for you.