My
M
O
T
H
E
R
I love her
I hate her
There is no in between
Just black and white
No shades of grey

N
U
M
B
N
E
S
S
Is all that I can feel
Today
I have shut down all
Emotion
Because the b.s.
Continues
Why
Can't p e o P l e
Leave me alone

I was talking
A walk
Hello good moring says a nice Jewish woman
We talk

Smiling

Smile fades

Then I hear a familiar sound
The recycle truck

To the recycling truck "******* **** *******"
Flipping him the bird




In front of the woman

The recycling guy
Had better
Hope that
There is a real life
Re-animator
When I get my
Hands on him
For he destroyed
My morning

Mom
this
is
Over
Some
motherfking
Empty
Fking
Cans
Nonay??!!

Have you had a bad
Morning. Where you
Just want to press the reset
Button
Like in a video game
But life's a not a fun game
Yet we have to play
It.

I am angry
I am *******
I am enraged
I feel like my was going to explode
This morning
Over stupid small things
Don't sweet the small stuff.

Jay and i
Was our
Relationship
Just a f*cking
Lie what next underage girls
I wish I never met you.

I sit in the freezing
Tub
Hoping
Freeze out the madness
Sadness
Anger
For this
Is my place
In life.

Ahhh sleep
This
Is the time
When my
P
T
S
D
Wants to play
but ******* I
Want to sleep
Instead of p l a y I n g
All night.