"They say soulmate is a perfect eternal lover that fate brings into your life, is irreplaceable. You can find your soul in our universe even if your light years away and in another lifeform. Every soul has a soulmate that offers powerful love energy, it's an equal exchange."

Then if it's so obvious, can someone just come to me and tell me" hey it's me" no need to worry anymore, not pressure, no society feeling nothing. Just easy and eternal unconditional love.

Anyway, if it was that easy peole would have already make business out of it. But i beleive in miracles, so I will wait.

I'm too drunk to think,
Still sober enough to feel.
No heart left to steal.

i want you if
even for the
shortest moment
of time
even if knowing
our hellos
will also be
goodbye.

i want
you

to hold me.

I feel like a teanager again
Full of hope,
Smile on my pocket ready to be shown as soon as needed
Going on a trip like it's my first holidays
Seeing my future ahead
Feeling like my first love
Today I feel like a teanager, first love, first holidays without parents, freedom and happiness like I just found the purpose of life.
I love this feeling so much, being happy, feeling my heart bumping and so exiting for anything coming.

I never know how to walk away because i am always afraid i won't find something that special again.

You say things and you never respect them,
You say you have money but you have to sold your computer to get out of ****,
You say you decided to be nice with people and you fight with them,
You say you don't like when people leave but you make them,
You say you don't have many friends and there is always a new one around the corner,
So don't say you love me because it does not make any difference,

I say i don't share feeling and I don't,
I say i have a BF and i do,
I say i am afraid and never sure of anything and I am,
So trust me, when i say I don't want to talk anymore, I mean it !


At least for now.