In this society, the beautiful is more loved                
Accepted,                
Cherished,                
Adored,                
Held so dearly.                
                
Oh how difficult it is to hide                
The unlovely                
and ill favored sight.

Take my hand
Even if its cold
Hug me
Even when i am broken
Smile for me
Even when i am in pain.
Live for me
Even if i don't

Because you are everything to me
Your presence is enough for me
To fight all the pain
Trust me i will protect you.
Even if they say  ''you are a disorder''
You are still a part of me,
The part feels like reality
Because reality in this world
Feels like a cursed hell fantasy.

So Dear Mr. Sleep paralysis ,
Don't be shy , let me see you in human figure.
One day if dreams do come true ,
Mr. Sleep paralysis let's get married
Let's grow old and be one soul
So as long as you keep accompany
I love you , Mr.Sleep paralysis.

help
      stop
this
     doesn’t
belong
     here
     you
          don’t
    belong
here
   in
my
    world
messing
    it
up.

I carved her name upon the dawn
So every morning might be with her
But as it rose It grew too bright
And closed my eyes
Yet still I saw her there

I carved her name upon the sky
To keep her near me every day
But nightfall came and cleared the light
And all was dark
Yet still I saw her there

I carved her name upon the moon
To stare at her throughout my nights
But tired eyes are sneaky foes
And sleep prevailed
Yet still I saw her there

I carved her name upon my soul
Love not just with me when I look
But every day and every night
And in my heart
Yet still I saw her there