Shambhavi

Mar 19

Immortality

In the tranquil woods,
I wander,
each tree a thought,
each breeze a lesson.

Remind me,
in every pathway,
I am part of it all,
in this art,
called life.

"Everything happens for a reason, good or bad."
And after watching (a lotttt of times) and analyzing Avengers: Endgame, I believe that they are very right, lol.

#nature #reflection #life #serenity #journey #mindfulness #growth #peace #woods

Shambhavi Mar 19

31st December 2020

I wish I could go back, just one more day,
To Dec 31st 2020, before you slipped away.
I wish I could hold you tight,
As on the next morning, you lost your light.

I wish I could hear your scold, one more day,
'Cause now our home's almost silent all day.
I know you are watching us from heaven,
Everyone forgot, but I still remember you 24/7.

I wish I could apologize for that fight,
Which you & I had for TV, that last night.
Now, I hold regret in every breath I take,
Wishing for one moment I can't remake.

This poem is for my grandma who is no more and I still regret that I fought with her when she wanted to watch her religious programme on her last night but I just refused to give her and told her she can watch it tomorrow on repeat telecast but there was no tomorrow for her🥺

#grief #memories #regrets

Shambhavi Mar 18

The sad bloom

A flower,
Forced to be bloom.
It opens its petals too soon,
Everyone loved,satisfied,
But soon,
Left it alone in the gloom.

It's not about flowers 😔😔

#betrayal #sadness

Shambhavi Mar 16

Misconception!

You loved me, I loved you.
For me, it was special.
But for you, just a moment—
Forgotten with time.

For me, you were my future.
But for you, I was just a friend to play tricks.

For me, you became my everything.
But for you,
I was just… a friend.

For me, it was real.
But you told,
It was my misconception!

Shambhavi Mar 15

Afraid to smile

When I smiled,
People said, “Eww, that’s gross.”
When I laughed in happiness,
People said, “It’s ugly.”

When I smiled,
People said, “Your teeth are yellow.”
When I laughed,
People said, “Your laugh is ugly.”

When I smiled,
People made me teary.
When I laughed.,
People said, “you look ******".

And when everything was fine,
When everyone said, “Smile!”
It was the moment
I was afraid to smile.

This poem is based on my childhood trauma when i was around 6 to 7 years old my teeth used to be very big like it used to bulge out whenever I used to smile and my family members often taunt me because of this they even didn't let me smile or laugh and now as i grew older my teeth naturally got fixed but still I'm always afraid to smile whenever i smile or laugh I cover my mouth with my hands. So if any parents are watching this please always encourage and support your child.

Shambhavi Mar 15

What's Beauty??

They said,you're ugly,
I asked,"What's Beauty?"
They said,your teeth are bad,
I said,Oh! So that's beauty,I fixed it.
They said, you're dark skinned,
I said,Oh! So that's beauty,I lighten it.
They said,you're short,
I said,Oh! So that's beauty,I wore heels
They said,you're the ugliest one ever,
I said,Oh! So that's beauty,I wore makeup
They said you're still ugly!!
I again asked,"What's Beauty?"

God created me that's why im beautiful and so you are

Shambhavi Mar 10

Wished

I wished,to be where she stands,
I wished,to be your choice,
But I wished for your happiness more,
So my heart stepped aside.
I wished,to be noticed by you,
I wished,to be loved by you,
But..
Again I wished for your happiness more,
So my heart stepped back unnoticed just for you.