It was all like a dream
When you were beside me
Whisper of your words
Lingers from your mouth
Those words that I heard
When you spoke of love
How my heart pounded
Thinking this is the moment
Though it was not about me
It was about him
The guy who stole your heart
And left me with a broken heart

Why is it so hard to speak?
The words that I want
Whenever you are around
I wish I could speak
But suddenly I'm lost for words
It won't come out of my mouth
So all I could to was adore you
Every single day in total silence

I am breaking deep down
Though I never show it
I am breaking deep down
I'm happy but slowly dying
I tried my best to move on
But the memories stayed
I tried my best to move on
But my feelings still remains
I swear I am trying
To get you out of my heart
I swear I am trying
Not to let myself fall apart

Everything felt like a competition
I felt like I was not appreciated
I gave up on having your attention
Cause maybe to you I didn't matter
To you I should've pushed harder
I should've been much better
I lived life knowing I was not enough
Always know that I will never be
Cause at the end of the day
You'd point out somebody else
And you would always say
That person is far better than me

I took a step
Over the edge
To love you
Was my pledge
To care for you
For countless days
To never let go
Holding onto you always