Sitting on the edge of my bed
A silent humming, thrumming inside my head
I have my phone on hand
Not knowing what to say.
How to make a move?
How to make an end to this futile midnight melodrama?
Here.
Overtaken by a fervor feeling
That I can't control that have been taking
Me places I've never been,
Flying with both feet on the ground
I want to say it but I don't know how!
Afraid of her leaving me; left out.
**** this midnight melodrama!
Looking at the empty message box
Not knowing where to begin.
And yet.
My fingers started gliding. Typing.
"I have something to say."
Three dots appear. This is it. There is no other way
"What is it?" She replied.
Hesitant.
The need to satiate this
Fervent feeling finding its way to my system
Is all consuming.
Blindly.
I could not detest and heeded anyway.
Nervously tapping on the screen
A silent mumbling, words forming
Trying to set the scene
To where could this go?
What would I like to know?
Hesitant.
The need to satiate this
Fervent feeling finding its way to my system
Is all consuming.
Blindly.
**** it. Fingers gliding. Typing
"In the midst of what has
Transpired
My brain has gotten wired. I am
done
Being scared!
"Hear my words and know that it
that
It's true. I've felt this way ever
since I
Laid eyes on you, it felt like the
Brightest star illuminating the
cosmos,
You have blinded me.
"You have tainted my heart with
your
Luster and glamor, taken me out
of the
Ditch and nursed me back to life.
You have broken the ice in my
veins,
Melted polar caps in my brain
and
Brought spring for the first time
in my
Life.
"I want to take the leap. I need to
take
The leap. But I can't do it alone.
Will you
Take my hand and make the
jump?
Message. Sent.
I heaved a heavy sigh to compose myself
Of a fervor feeling I've never felt
And.
Waited. And. Waited. And. Waited.
Three dots appear.
My soul leaps, and I feel flustered
Noise filled my head
A silent scream
Three dots appear.
A message to determine our fate
In this late hour.
My heart pouring empty
Three dots appear.
Three dots appear.
Three. Dots. Appear.
Three.
Sweat coming out my pores.
Dots.
My nerves taunting me.
Appear.
My eyes ready and dilated.
Three dots appear.
*Seen