Where is the inspiration that I once possessed? Where is the love that once sprouted from my fingertips? Where are all the flowers that once grew around my feet, with each step I took?
It seems as though lately I've abandoned my gardens, and left all the flowers to wilt and turn to dust. The lives that I once cared for, are now all scattered around the ground.
My spring light is somewhere lost in this winter cold, and this winter has been going on for too long. My body is numb from the breeze the December nights send me. I once rose with the early sun in the morning, but now I find my self serenading the moon each night. Hoping maybe she will understand all my pain and issues.
These nights are graceless. These nights are long. These nights have me lost, walking and searching for the sun. Always ending up in places that are just too dark.
Where is the sun that once loved me like a child? Will I ever end up in a perfect place? Am I just crying them to the moon? Will this all be over soon?