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V  Aug 2020
Bulima
V Aug 2020
It was a little too late until I realized it was never about what I was eating...

But what was eating at me.
5 years from today still recovered! I still struggle, especially now after a recent trauma...but I have been staying strong all I can.
And its those moments of awakening in which inspired this simple excerpt that really have impacted me the most.
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cannabis cat  Nov 2019
to bulima
cannabis cat Nov 2019
You don’t care
You really don’t care at all
******* and all your desires
I can’t stand you

I have no pity for you
Why should I feel bad
You do nothing but hurt
Not yourself but others

Popping pills like balloons
Exploding organs like bombs
Splatter that **** everywhere
**** yourself in the process

I want to ******* like an animal
I want to feel your insides
Keep me away from my grave
I’ll **** you if you let me fall in

I stopped loving you
I miss doing it though
You smell like warm
I miss your taste

Treat me like a queen
Never stop loving me
Buy me little gifts
Let them eat cake

The worst part is that I remember everything
I want to forget
My head is full of broken thoughts
Death spells spill from my teeth

It’s cold as hell
I loathe your face
I want to destroy you
Slit your wrists like paper

Drown you in acid
Seeing your skin dissolve
Flame up your house
**** those you love

But I have one thing left to say
When I see you it reminds me of a phrase
I want you to be happy
I love you with all my heart

— The End —