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Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

sincelastjune

at 30,000 feet in the air
i collapsed
my heart sank
my legs gave out
and i stopped breathing
you filled my thoughts
you filled my veins
you filled my eyes
you told me
that i would never see you
ever again
and that was enough
enough to **** me
at 30,000 feet in the air
i realized that love
is about never wanting to lose
the person who makes your heart beat

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

Blinded ©

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

Robert Morales

Blinded ©

Every time that I try
For every moment
For every chance
I come so close
But then lose hope
I lose control
I lost the hold of understanding
All these twists
All these turns
This jaded curse
That I've been handed
I've now been blinded...

Within myself
I find it hard to realize...
The wrong I've done
Didn't come without a price
And now i'm paying
With the burden and the guilt inside
This pain has left me without sight

I want to see
I want to breathe
I wanna live
Without it all
Hurting within
So many days
So many hours
So much I've lost
By being blinded

Within myself
I find it hard to realize..
This pain inside is part of everything that I've done
I've lost the hope that kept me going every day and night
Theres no control all this remorse has got me
Blinded....

#sad #depression #pain #hurt #you

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

for us

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

sincelastjune

for us

distance can't break us
we must stay strong
the days will be long
and the nights will be longer
they will seem endless
until we see each other
don't lose hope
if you do
then i will have nothing
tell me you will try
for me and for you
for us
tell me that you won't give up
so i know that this will not
end as badly as i think it will

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

serenity

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

betterdays

serenity

in this moment
as the waves
erode the sand
beneath my feet

and the wind howls
across the white capped waves
i am serene

the future
while never stable
is ever hopeful
the past
dealt with as best
as one can

and the now
holds my hand
and watches our boy
laughing,
as he chases sandcrabs

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

I Need to be the Exception. (Haiku x3)

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

Dolores L Day

I Need to be the Exception. (Haiku x3)

I need someone who
Has been around a few times
To kiss me softly

Show me what love is
Run your fingers through my hair
Show me that you care

It has to last long
I need to know you are mine
Don't treat me like them.

These ******* thirsty.

#haiku #boy #crush #girls #exclusivity

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

anchor.

Oct 2014 Saphanuel Silas

Alina

anchor.

what i wouldnt give
to see you once more
to feel your arms wrapped around me
the epitome of safety

but im just here all alone
blowing away in the wind
because i dont have a you
to anchor me down

#alone #friend #you

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