It's not my first time
I've been here before
I've questioned the idea of it
I've doubted its possibility
But somehow
You've kept me believing
Prayers do come true

Every night that I pass you by
I just let out a heartfelt sigh
I want you to feel my pain
That you left inside my brain

I took your pain I want it all
But like a fool I want some more

With all the pain and hatred
That you instigated
Leaves me feeling capitulated
With my heart you infiltrated

I took your pain I want it all
But like a fool I want some more

You knew which buttons to press
You had nice touches to impress
But I could never understand or digress
That you would not confess your evilness

I took your pain I want it all
But like a fool I want some more

You have your ways to tie me up
You just cut me up and spill my blood
In your evil ways there is no love
I suffer in pain of tears that flood

I took your pain I want it all
But like a fool I want some more



Sometimes a song title inspires me to write a verse only sometimes...

You cant save my life
I am drawn
drawn in my own pain

You cant make me happy
I am covered
Covered with my own grief

You cant read me
I am written in the paper
damped by my own tears

There is a woman
Named Sumina
Who is from Kathmandu

Hope you have a good day
Your poetry is beautiful
And so are you

I'm lost in the light.
Spinning in the light.

I'm dancin' in the night
With you I'm dancin' in the perfect, lovely night.

Life is beautiful,
I couldn't be happier.

So here I am,
This moment couldn't be better.


I'm lost in the light
I'm dancin' and I'm smiling at you.

The drinker pays his dues
The Singer sings his blues

And in the midst

I'm lost in the night,
I'm dancin' with you.

I don't mean to be a bother,
or an inconvenience.
To mark upon your blankness in ink,
so settle down my thoughts
with every black line and
intention.
If I should go, say so,
please.
I do not wish to stay
unwanted.
I do not wish to intrude.

I only need a friend.
Someone to hear these trappings,
these innermost workings
which play on every insecurity,
everything I've ever done.

All I do is wrong.
All I do is hurt and
hurt others.
If you stay long enough,
I will hurt you too,
I will scribble away your life
as I do mine.

I don't want anyone to
hurt,
I just wish to
love.
And be loved
in every dark corner of myself.
But how?

As I grow older,
I grow more hated by
myself.
And if hate is all I know,
how could I ever love?
How could I ever experience another's
love?
Their compassion?
Their kindness?

So it is lost.

And I must ask,
though I mark you, tear you,
hate you,
can you love me?

Could you?

I can take a breath
but can't live my life
I am confused I am dead or alive

I have lots of things to do
will you please give some rest
I am now too tired
will you please clean up my bed

I want to see the moon
the clouds are dark
now its going to rain
can I now see it clear

I have lots of dream
will you please give me prefect night
I need to see my dreams
will you please make me alive

It’s not that I am not aware of your pain
Not that I want to escape from my responsibility
What I want you to be is tough that no one can break you
I don’t want sympathy on their eyes when they see you
I don’t want rumor that you can’t handle little cramp
It’s not what you perceive, please let me make you clear
I just what you to be feel my heart and see the pain
The only what I want you to be unconstrained and unravel