in fact I do
I really won't steal
In fact I will
I got a million bucks
Laughing I wish
i wish I had a
twenty
I think you are
beautiful
now,
that is truth!
I try to steal
your heart.

I called the lone parrot passing over my head

from the blue
i won't fly to you
it said

forgot the love i gave?

but you made me your slave
to repeat your chosen line
to voice your chosen tune
my life was not mine

so from the blue
i won't ever fly to you

she affirms the parrot escaped

but i know one dull afternoon in March
she let the bird fly away
being too weary of the chosen line.

~~
Cloud seems sky height tall
Still limitless,
To remove from the bean
Need to stand up once again
Sometimes might be disfavor
A little away, a purple garden
Rather you hold a dream poem
For the New Sunshine
Somewhere Someone preparing
your birthday cake in the oven
Off course to bring a new day
yet there, a night of moonless May
~~

Somewhere there has to be a world where you are with me,
Where there is me and you,
And only feelings of yours and mine will be,
Where the morning comes with the ray of your eyelids,
Where i would listen the lullaby of moon in your arms.
Where there would be intoxication in between our every meeting,
Our lips would kiss each other with our every conversation.
But, I don't know where that world is,
I don't know whether it exist or not,
My life was not as displeased with me as it is now,
In this lonely painful road, my breaths are lost,
I'm lost in someone's arms,
I kept on searching ways that lead to you, my destination,
And I have lost the destination in a way,
I’m still searching for this world in this atmosphere where my earth, my sky, my smile, my happiness and my life is.

I will love my friends;
Who should just be friends.
And who I should love;
I just want to be friends with.

And I've gone and got myself so stuck
That I think I'm sinking in quicksand.
I would please like to stay and sink,
But it's like someone has to pull me back up;
Because I want to disappear,
But I have to stay and hurt him
The way I don't forgive people for.

How the hell did this happen?
And how do I stop him from sinking?
I didn't mean for him to end up hurting.

He keeps telling me I've done so much
That I am so amazing and kind.
I'm here with my voice screaming on the inside;
That I'm just going to break him.
Shatter him even.
And with him so will the pieces of me.

I feel helpless.
Like a very small fish
in a very small bowl.
But sometimes,
you make me feel
like an even smaller fish
in an infinitely vast ocean.

I am torn apart by the currents of your anger-
Tossed and shaken,
Until I am left confused and
Alone
in the depth of your problems,
which you choose not to share with me;
and watch in enjoyment
as I struggle to figure things out for myself.
But, at the end of the day, I know I will be captured yet again,
only to be placed back into my suffocating home-
where you tap on the glass,
until I turn
belly-up.