SO TELL ME,
Am I the cork to your wine?
Am I the night to your moon?
Am I the wick to your candle?
Am I the bottom spring to your umbrella?
Am I the air you inhale?
The Lysol to your bacteria?
Am I the coordinates to your soul?
Tell me..............What Am I to you?
Because you are the ink that inspires my poetry!!!!

LeydisProse
4/15/2017

I know you think I am off……
and you are probably right!

Is just that,
the different shades of  HOPE in your eyes,
have captivated my mind,
engulfed me in a sinful delirium,
that makes me lose all decorum!

I want to be normal,
but, when you gaze into my eyes,
they speak words of life into my soul!

Your eyes speak to me of this thing people call……
LOVE!
LeydisProse
4/20/2017
https://m.facebook.com/LeydisProse/

Do not fall in love with me.
Do not envision me in your life.
Do not think that this, a happy ending will have…..
do not lie to yourself like that,
I am not trying to be malicious,
It’s just that I no longer…. have a heart.

Do not kiss me, thinking you will revive,
that part of me that died during a winter night.
Do not hug me and try to transfer your essence to my soul...
I no longer create synergy,
I no longer believe in love.
Do not hurt yourself like that, my soul left my body,
it lays dormant in the abyss where loss resides.

I am not trying to hurt you……
I just don’t want to lie,
You deserve a person that still feels alive.
You deserve someone that is still willing to risk it all.
You deserve the magic that lives between the air and rainbows.
You deserve to look into eyes  of someone whose pupils still shine.
You deserve someone that will get lost in the wondrous silhouette of our mouth.
You deserve LOVE.

Not me……………………
………………………………………………………………….I am broken
inside.

LeydisProse
4/19/2017

Its hard to write a poem when you don’t feel anything
I’m not quite numb
But nor am I happy or sad
I’m just here

Its hard to write a poem when you aren’t sad
I try to describe the feeling of everything but nothingness
But all that comes out is not how I feel
I try to describe the feeling of having a ******* cloud over you
But thats not what I say
And I try to describe how it feels to have a blade across your skin
But whats comes is misplaced words

Its hard to write a poem when you aren’t happy
I try to describe the feeling of love when my girlfriend holds my hand
But all that comes out, is nothing like how it feels
I try to describe the way she plays with my hair and the love in her eyes
But all that comes out is mumbled words with a stutter
I try to describe how she lights up my day
But all that turns into is sadness

Its hard to write a poem when you don’t feel anything
When I’m as happy as can be
But I still want to cut
Its hard to write a poem when you don’t even know your own feelings

I remembered the night I must forget
I forget not to remember what I must forget
Feelings rushing into my heart like the sea into a broken ship
**** why a man should not cry,
Bound to be strong for the world's eye
I wanted to forget you every night try
I need to forget...
to remember how to laugh
I try to forget you....
when I check your picture before I sleep
and I try to remember your face.........
to keep track of the faces I need to forget
I forgot the touch of you hand on my face
I forgot how it really felt
****, I wish I remember that and forget the rest

I am the one who
feel your love limit to sky

And

I am the one who proved
your sweet lies !!!

Like a sun with its light
Like a cloud with its rain
Like a moon with its coolness
Like a rain with its drops

Like a eye with its tears
Like a lips with its smile
Like a butterfly with its flower
Like a bee with its honey

I can never be with you
Coz I am alive within you
And  can never be apart from you

I have been programmed
Been tighten with the wires
Cant move and think beyond the limit
I am smiling as no sadness got place

I work, care and love
Dont have choice beside that
I make myself happy
Dont know how to express hurt

Can you please make me feel
That I can cry& share my problems
Can you give me time to feel the love
Want to do the thing you are doing for long

And poor me , he switched me off
Reprogrammed me
And make me robot again
:(  :(