I truly thought I would mind
If you didn't care
But to my surprise
I'm not bothered at all
And your silly face
Still makes me smile
But I grimace at the thought
That you
The one who is sweet
And the one who is kind
Sadly didn't fancy me

You are my coffee
Bitter at first
But then I sink in
And let you fill me with energy
With your smile
And your hair
And your lips
And your whole existence
Why do the simplest things make me happy?
Well, you see, it’s not so simple
When you’re losing track of reality
And you’re wasting your time
Thinking that he,
Of all people,
Would find me lovely
And wonderful
And beautiful
When he won’t even bother to wave

You think that you’re dumb
And you think that you’re unattractive
And you think that your hair is stupid
And you think you’re not muscular enough
And you think you’re not good enough
To please
Your friends
Your family
That one weird girl that fancies you
Anyone
But you don’t understand that
I think you’re smart
I think you’re the cutest
I love your hair
I think your muscles are the best
I think you are good enough
I care
And you shouldn’t be deceived
For I am that one weird girl
That fancies you

DON’T LEAVE ME
I DON’T WANT TO FORGET
HOW YOU FEEL
HOW YOU SMELL
HOW YOU LOOK
HOW YOU SOUND
HOW YOU TASTE
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
STAY WITH ME FOR ONE MORE NIGHT
HOW WILL I LET GO OF YOU
AND YOUR HANDS
AND YOUR COLOGNE
AND YOUR EYES
AND YOUR VOICE
AND YOUR LIPS
MY LIFE IS PLUMMETING
INTO THE DARK ABYSS
OF DEPRESSION
AGAIN
AGAIN
AGAIN
AGAIN
MAKE IT STOP

I nearly forgot
What it felt like to be happy
I thought that I would never feel again
But then you came along
And changed my plans
I’m almost 100 percent sure
That you absolutely despise me
But who really cares
When you’re all I see?
Please, I beg you, never change
If you did, well,
I would drown my sorrows
In alcohol
And never look back
At yesterday
For I would seem to forget again
What it felt like to feel