I blame my issues anxiety and fear to fail for my over-protective behavior of self I should not I must learn Learn to see, accept and trust Learn to listen, notice and love
Is it wrong that I feel sad? Is it wrong that I don't want to cheer myself up? Or anyone else for that matter? Is it wrong to want to be in my feels? Being alone and feeling lonely? Grieving by my self Our death, that was not yet declared but oh so obvious We wouldn't make it together but we both can on our own
Happy Birthday to you. I can't stop thinking of the things I had planned for us today, but there's no longer an Us. I hope your day is wonderful, and spent with the people you love.