I seldomly think if I looked like the Zeus statue sitting in  imperial chair. All men and woman desiring me giving one godhead there for being a god is loved by all?
warming hands in crouch like hands under pits. loved by all..,... though if Ayawas is child men but missing zeus body one must be lesser grade only bestowing supreme head... Though still loved by all if one has both he must be a god. for a god is worshipped
Some have only ayawas with out zues beauty therefore, guardian
A god but lesser grade?. Both lives are lived godly though zuesless has to sink to thines abyss more more often. Where so highest is pampered. For he is worshipped.
Look there he is
I could look at him all day

What a fascinating man, Petting himself, sniffing an odd object.
It seems I'm looking at him and He's looking through me.
Delicate rewarded with care.
I must wait, waiting is becoming easier.
Nestled in thine abyss.

Ive learned staying connected to my constant vibrating eel.
Lets go my mind.
I feel it most when completely still holding my breath.
Become more aware of this the more practiced.

Presley sat, completely still, till fancied a sip
grabbing goblet bruskly, swallowing carefully, grunting harmoniously.
Slamming the crystle down on the bar,
loose letting  his arms.
With an empty mind,  listening to  Juke Box.
across the room two men that worked at the diner Presley wished to serve for walked in.
One was a husky beefy leather daddy.
Presley made a a pass at him a bit back.
He made his bar demands handing the barman money.
Presley thought " oh  man what a man" to thinking... " relax....  get loss and let fall  symmetry...
attraction has its paths with everyone.
Presley stayed slouched remembering.
If one you fancy doesn't look your way often he doesn't fancy you.

if you like to go.
climb on top the steed
Will be cantering afar
to a place restart
find a spot sit like a stray
beside the gleaming stream
settle in like monarchs
sitting in thine empirial chairs

Walking down the walk way not looking for anything particular.. ....

This is my friend Pearly ... He hangs out here next to where i sleep. but he doesn't get much sun, so today ... I took him out .. He was quite delighted .. i told him of it ... but he said "only for a bit and nodded ... then he said I'm Pearly the bear I like my sleep " ... ...

The next day Pearly wasnt in his cozy spot. i didnt think much of it till i saw a deep well with a hook. i walk'd up touched the rope .. pricky fuzzies.. Pearly what have you got going on here ? i pulled him up.. " its ***** down there". .. ...... he said "Hunting .. ... . Here you are" ................ then he handed me a bow .. and said "catch me a thick buck i can dig my teeth in"  (His thick arm raised up) ........................... a long pause happened then he said ....... but take its life swiftly. I can't bare the feeling of pain.... then moments later he stopped me ... actually bring me a bed of flower peddles i must return to my lifes work ..

The following morning i came in whistling with a basket of luscious velvet smelling flowers ... finding Pearly sprawled out breathing amost natural way .. quite pleasant listening to breathing man connected to his creature self .. .........Pearly hello pearly good morn ....... .. greetings ....... then he said " I'll have nothing ..... .... then i said no bakey eggies? .. he didnt move . how about a short trip look around? .... . .. no reaction............... how bout a warm bath? .. .... nothing. ..... just him there staring at nothing ........... i could sit there and watch him stare at nothing for hours .. ... i sighed oh well i catch you later .. ..

Aimless walking rocky shores ...

Luminous stoops,  picks up pretty rock.

"This marvel marble has found his crown angel chariot prince".
honey sweet
ripest purple beet
gleaming silver sword raised to the Sun."

All hair perfect cantering horse

In the Morning
The poet's mind has rest'd
The horse's gallup is pranciest
The miser's greed is mildest
How curious I be-stood holy morn holy morn.

socially most important,  people feeling un-inhibited around you?

That goes with that this goes with that ... i like that one with that and this i like there .... dang im getting good at this

Finding words I like and putting them in my everyday talk  has helped me to re-find my inner nature leading me to my sepremer self.

I ran through the field & what I did see
Big Mother Tree she was waving at me
She had a hole in her breast w'th a *** of gold honey
Knave reach'd in he got stuck.

Honey is rare in the land of despair
Only the holy enter her prayer
Lay with her roots taste her sweet tooth
muse shower'd in flowers

Aimless walking rocky shores thinking of his higher self...

Luminous stoops,  picks up pretty rock.

"This marvel marble has found his crown angel chariot prince".
honey sweet
ripest purple beet
gleaming silver sword raising to the Sun."

All hair perfect cantering horse

Dare try to pass I?
Golden child of Sun
Stone of Castle.
The jewels on your shields.

"Vandrick son of Malivent
Relieve thy strength
Lay out your lockes
Thee night has befell & the calm moom. "
glows on its herm.

Beneath the soil Worm allay.
Does Worm take notice to death & decay?
What does thou hear in the soils of drear?
Worm near the grave
Do you feel cheer?

Rejoice rejoice
You slid on the land
You saw the Sun & no bird came.

One holy morn I silenced the sea
So Fishy can swim happily
Shark's tooth dull as hammer
A watery shore sang Ashell
Deep in depth Octopus took rest
His suckling stick had become slick
Fishy go flee Fishy happy
Fishy go soft got lost in thought

There's a tower in the east w'th a wall of gold.
There's a beast in the tower whom guards his fold.
The Miser brays at who goes near.
When he gifts he dreads despair.
Unfortunate you keep the gift.
For the gift is cursed w'th miser's thirst.

I know when I'm sad ill be happy again,  I know when I'm timid ill be free again,  I know when i get discouraged courage will come back again and again and again and again and again

In socialization when i walk into a room where i don't know anyone; i feel comfortable.
Nothing is expected of me.
I can look at any of them for however long with no speak.

Now if i can get better at it with people I do know ..  

dog sniffing dog,

ruthless boar
Infant no more
thoughts notthunk
rid thee death dragging tide
wake to spring morn
Listen to singing songbird
Shining golden mead

Radiant seeking soul found his Heaven five senses

Man loves those whom love themselves

When my  innocent eyes meets a strangers eyes  for some time,
then breaks off,
I've learned I don't have to move my body during the break.  
Just my eyes,  opening up peripheral.  
King of his sphere

Just like a cat its easier for a man to crawl on you if you sit still

Growth measured by constant comfort.
Goal complete relaxation
Not moving till done without thinking
Stopping completely one is not distracted by movement.
Master of nothingness
African Lion
Relaxed Horse with flys around his eyes

If you love me so. take hold of me
will be going deep in thine abyss
I peck thee soft with sweet velvet lips
settle in like monarchs
sitting in thine empirial chair
wherth slow wizard trods
just passed the golden gates
each there own pod
over the sunlit hill
with trumpets sounding shrills
sauntering in the reflective pond
his royle holiness

Cheers to vines climbing up the wall getting cozy with chimney

This body i use for pleasure. I evoke pleasures in everything I do. I call on my higher genius Lord Dolce far niente to lead me forever in this path to complete relaxation.
I talk to myself as I slow get out the bath "I go slow pace soft pat dry"
I feel my warmest cotton robe on me before opening my eyes to move onward.
The way of the king.