There’s no master plan
Each moment fades into past
Make the most of now

Don’t the birds sound sweet;
When you make peace with the past?
Let life flow forward...

Not feeling feeling
Cut myself out from the box of pain
Coasting through
Fixating ***** it up
Just getting by
Taking a moment with the sky
Saying hi
It’s cool to be here
Visualizing what I desire
I want more
I want so much more
Than what we had together
Taking risks to risk it
All or nothing business
We only get this moment once
Embrace each one
Even pain has purpose
The beauty that comes from it explains its worthiness
sadness should transpire into art
Utilize it
As long as we are living
Truly living
I promise to pen these bubbling words
And paint pain
To the end

Some choices aren’t so black and white

I miss you in my loneliest hours
I miss your sensational clean scent
I miss the way you carried yourself
I miss watching you charm the crowd in envy
I miss how willing you were to help me
I miss your undeniable glow
I miss your beautiful soul
I miss how you hardly said no
I miss how easily you loved me
I miss even the hard times
As there are none without you now
I miss your sleeping face
I miss your sweet embrace
I miss everything we had
I let go of someone so great

The price I pay is in memories
Flooding my days

We are here for good-
Not forever
So skip the judgement
And justify kindness
Spread seeds of hope

Mourn all of the buried words
You wished you said

What is it about us?
That we would rather conquer countless exterior challenges
than face ourselves?
How daunting to get to the root of all the hurt
That we instead choose the
lesser path?
Weakly attempting to advise other broken victims
with no real purpose
but avoiding our own