You let yourself relax
You let that **** move slow
You let it hit your veins
Then you let it go

You let it fly away
Don't let it in your head
Don't let your body break
Let it bend instead

I would give anything
To be in his arms right now

I would give my soul
To see his grow

I would live a thousand lives
Just to be in his

But I remember what mamma told me
Don't let men close any doors

I think we know when someone's worth giving in
and Giving in to love and realizing, he is 'him'

Knowing that this man has found
the half of your soul
That the Greeks said was lost, finding him was your goal

He's the light at night
That keeps demons away
I have strength but he reminds me I am not prey

"4) you're beautiful, both in and out. That's hard to come by. You're a gift to the world. Treat and view yourself as such and nothing less."

I struggled. You made me a list. You counted them out. You told me. 1 - 10. 4 broke me. 10 healed me. repeat.

"10) remember reason number 4. It's the most important one."


please always remember reason number 4. Tattoo it on the backs of your eyelids, write it every day 100 times, learn it in every language.

Find my love and
Find my thoughts
I've left them for you to find
In my favorite song
At that movie theater
In your car
In your messages
In my breath
Find me. Please. I'm waiting.

ps
I cannot be there all the time.
I cannot tell you all the time.
But you are the world.
Find me in yours.