I am.

A boy that dreamt of conquering the world,
Not with bloodshed and tears,
But with love and compassion,
For a world to be free, at peace, no proverty and illness
For a world, filled with love, compassion, hope and will
For a world, to be beautiful beyond measure
For a world, where the sun shines and rain dance gracefully

Please,
May I find strength,
To pick myself up
To find strength
To find valiant
To find light
To find me
Again.

Time is tinkering on the clock,
Time is running away
Time waits for none
Time is never kind
Time is change

I need to change
I need to be valiant
I need to get up
I need to fight
I need to correct
I need to  dream again
I need to believe, in myself

To learn and forget the mistakes
To move on
To carry on

Till my last breathe,
I shall NOT GIVE UP!

Gazing at the night sky miles away
I see a zillion diamonds looking back at me


My mind seems to b drifting away
Just like my worries
All falling apart

The night sky seems to be telling me a thing
What is it?
Not to worry perhaps

That seems to lighten some weight off my shoulders
what a relieve what a relieve

Is it a blessing from god or something special
What a miracle
Just like the night sky, so special

As reality starts to kick back
I sit and ponder whats going on
Why is our world fill with greed sadness and violence
What can we do ?

Is it our destiny
Hopefully not


If only our world is like the night sky
So special, so magical...

I think and I thought
I weep in my dear thoughts
What have I done
What could have been
I lay in regrets on a single mistake

It was a day like any other
Coffee in the morning
Feeling the warmth of the sun, in my face

I was in battle for days
A battle of currencies
A battle of endurance
A battle in which, I am getting drained
My mind is tired
My body is weaken
My thoughts are in disarray

With a click of a mouse
I have lost it all
With that click of a mouse
I have fallen down
With that click of a mouse
I felt a slash in my heart
That hurts like nothing I ever knew
With that click of a mouse...
I have became nothing but a rotting log

As they say,
When it rain, it pours
Today, hard as I tried to stand again
I never could
The clouds thunder
The lighting strikes
I have became nothing but a rotting log, soaked in mud

The skies are grey
The end is not in sight
The pain is beyond my threshold
The pain is killing me slowly
I feel suffocated
Suffocated with failures
Months of success, undone by a single click

I can only hope, I can get up again
I can only hope, the sun rises
I can only hope, I can only hope