Smile when you think of all those that love you,
remember all the happy times in the past
not the sad ones.
Feel blessed to have all the joys you have had
and feel stronger for surviving all the bad moments.
So many people love you and want you to be happy.
Forget the people that don't,
they're not worth your thoughts.
I love you.
~ Tgwly/Melz

I fell for you so hard, so fast,
wanted this feelings to always last...
I hope you feel the way i still do,
But you don't... And now i'm blue,
You want to stay friends you've changed your mind,
Guess i'm just to weak and too kind,
So here i'll wait in this zone, 
And just a friend as i'll be known.
Thanks for your support you'll say,
But i'll die a little every day.
But I'll bear the burden for this to last, 
Because when im with you my heart beats fast...
i hope that one day dreams come true, 
and from your lips, I love you...
So here ill stay until the end,
In the zone just As a friend...

Before I was a poet who didn't know what he wanted to be
Lost in tragedy always being looked down upon by thee
I was never good enough no matter what I did
Always sitting in the darkest corner wondering why this had to be
Always crying becoming the pathetic boy they pushed upon me
But now that I think about it...
I should be laughing not crying
Thanking not dying
Smiling not pouting
I mean it's my birthday after all
I'm finally seventeen soon to be thirty
I don't care that I'm not the best at what I do
Or that i probably won't ever be
But one thing I promise to thee
All these years you were wrong about me
You don't know me
The obstacles I survived to get to where I am
The battles I fought losing parts of me
I would love to see how you survive my war
But until you fight it...
Don't do me
I don't care about your back story;
You sure as hell don't care about mine,
But you see...
To be or not to be
The thing is I am me,
And I am proud to be

i still spell gray
with an a

not an e
in my po-etry

does it matter
to the grammar?

hoo's to say

says the owl
to the vowel

it's a gray area.

r  ~ 10/17/14

Please accept my apology for not leaving you alone. I'm sorry... So sorry.
I'm sorry that I love you.
I'm sorry that I get jealous of the forumers you flirt with,
I'm sorry for not having proof of what my sister did.
I'd cry with joy if you came back.
I could never love you more.
Is this goodbye?