I once told you that
            but you might have forgotten

you may not know what it feels like
                                                         like lost
                                                         like wanting to talk

but I'm embarrassed
       I'm embarrassed of myself

Don't want you to feel disgusted
by all my selfishness
by all my wilfulness

cause i sure do have ruined everything

even if I wanted to be here forever
             I want to know you forever

you, who were too perfect from the beginning
you're really too good for me

I'm tired
I miss you a lil bit too much
I want you to be here

your messages were the ones I was waiting for
not hers, not them, not anyone else

Yes, you're the reason
Yes, i was hoping for something
Yes, I fell
Yes, it’s wrong

Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
for the last time i say I'm sorry…

How to see things when i can't even feel it
How do you feel when you're surrounded by the blood
How does that make you realise on things? How to even open your own eyes?
When the first thing every morning, you see them taking and stealing your rights
               your rights to live
                                    to breath
                                    to exist.

It's scary, it's deafening
Cause no matter how much tears and blood we're losing
They just... don't really care
They just... think it's another war
Another one that happened everywhere
                                                    anywhere in the world

It is sad. didn't say it's not
So what do we do now?
     how is it even possible?
     when things never changed
     where things were always stirred up
     maybe that's why we should never closed our eyes

isn't it strange
how people have changed
but i don't know you to well
so i try not to swell
even when it's not well

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