we all have a path in life
a road to follow if you will
mine was a broken road
paved will pain made to ****
any hope of a better life
because from birth i was stuck with a bill
i couldn't pay
for now i count my days
until
i find my destination

i dont know how to
be better than i am now
but i got to try

freedom is feeling
like you are your own
freedom is knowing
your decisions are yours
freedom is making
something for yourself
freedom is to be
for you and no one else
freedom is a lover
who never leaves you in tears
freedom is a dream
so quickly crushed but fear
freedom in a mind
free to think without pain
freedom is
not mine
im forever in chains

just because i said id take a bullet for you
didnt give you the right to shoot
just because i let you steal my heart
didnt mean you could tear it apart
just because you took my breath away
didnt make it ok for you to throw me away
just because you had my trust
didnt mean you could fill your heart with lust
but because you found another one
gives me every right to say were done

i dont fit my roles
i dont act right
and when i think late at night
how im not pretty or skinny
im not feminine or masculine
im not smart or dumb
im not crazy enough for help but not normal
im trapped in my mind
im unable to see
that its mine that
I AM just me
and thats all i ever have to be

i dont think you understand
just what weve begun
nor can you comprehend
the monster ive become
the rage that now fills my heart
was love at the start
the peace we had
gone and i fear im going mad
and i know i need to leave
but this life weve formed
seems to call me back
it may be my low self esteem
or the childhood i lack
that led me to allow you to wallk all over me
crush my soul and stab me in
the back yet ill still say im sorry baby i love you
though ive committed no sin

your beauty knows no limits
my love the same
yours is the most precious name
your caramel skin and copper eyes
and luscious lips that tell no lies
in your embrace all worry dies
if ive won your heart its the ultimate prize
id change everything for you
though you'd never ask me to
ill try to do
all i can to prove
i love you