Not a day goes by that I don't thank who ever made this world because they made you and I'm making you they have made me a new with love and happiness in my heart.

But not a day goes by that I do not worry, that I am not scared that one day you will no longer be here by my side.

But not a day goes by that I do not worry about you because you are my life my love and my soul.

But not a day goes by where I don't worry because I can not stand to lose you.

But not a day goes by where I do not worry because without you I am an empty shell.

But not a day goes by where I do not worry about you my love. My one and only my world.

I love you infinity and beyond and back again forever and always.

But not a day goes by that I do not worry and that's okay because that's just who I am.

I worry all the time,
Not for what I've done or did or even may of done,
But for the people I care about,
When someone says don't worry Lu,
I worry even more,

It's like it's an in built programme that dosnt turn off or down it's set on constant,

And really for me if I worry about you,
It means I care,
It may be annoying but hell,
It's better than me
Not Being,
There.

I worry so much about you,
About how you feel,
What you feel,
Wether it's pain sadness or happiness,
I worry all the time,
I worry or that fact that I will not always be here for you,
That one day you'll need me a I won't be able to come,
I worry that no matter how hard I try,
You will take the most painful route,
Of death pain and sorrow,
I worry all the time ,
I worry over little things and bigs,
But my worrying is justified because I care,
And I care with all my body mind heart and soul,
About you,
So I worry all the time.

“Expose yourself to your deepest fear;
after that,
fear has no power,
and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes.
You are free.”

a single quote,
and yet i cannot face my deepest fear,
not even for freedom.

A gently word like a spark of light, illuminating my soul and as each sound goes deeper its you the makes me whole.