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 Dec 2018 bonvkiller
Emily
I wish I could love like they do
I wish I could understand like they do
I wish  I didn't feel trapped or enclosed
I wish I didn't have to feel different  
I wish I could control myself
I wish I could be anything he wanted
I wish I wasn't so awkward
I wish I could be more brave
I wish I wasn’t so afraid  
I wish I could… just….
I wish I could…
 Dec 2018 bonvkiller
Sabrina
everything hurts
it's not a physical pain
it's a pain emotionally
that is difficult to put a band-aid on
it's your head feeling heavy and you feeling tired
wanting to sleep away the current depression
so that you don't have to deal with it
just for a bit
depression episodes
 Nov 2018 bonvkiller
A
Cycles
 Nov 2018 bonvkiller
A
I find myself
Waiting for the end
Begging it to come
The sticky sweet beginning
That drags its rotted body to the eyes of
the Sun and stars
And I
Cannot wait
For the cycles to close.
 Nov 2018 bonvkiller
emnabee
The poet lives two lives.
One on the outside,
And one in their mind.

When you look in their eyes
You could see an abyss.

If you looked long enough
You could sink into it.

But most people don’t see it.

Take the time to read the words, though,
And you would know for sure.

The poet lives in two different worlds.
A little escape from the madness.
Or maybe, into.
 Nov 2018 bonvkiller
Yz Doo
Mud
 Nov 2018 bonvkiller
Yz Doo
Mud
Stuck in mud
Eating my spleen
How to run
Freedom
My mind
Stuck in mud
My reality
Mud
I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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