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Those were the words I've ever wanted to say to her. Looking into her eyes, feel her touch in my hand holding hers, immersing my whole heart to her. But they never resounded to me in reality. All I could hear was the sound of someone from the tv. A movie. We used to love.
You
You were like a sculpture I used to be affectionate towards. I kept wondering how you were crafted so finely. Meanwhile, I tried to mirror it, creating a replica out of wax. But the result took on its own form. My own thoughts were like a fire that 'melted' the replica, making it worse. This made me hate you because my thoughts were never strong enough to reach or match you.
I.
Don't.
Deserve.
You.
I wish I could go back at time when i didn't hate you but had a good impression and spent quality time with you. But now, it's being hard to talk you are infront of me. Many changes happened in such a short time. Didn't know the possibility of the word "love" effects me this much. I never needed a relationship between us. Just a pure connection is enough. In the process making you distant from me because of love, I grew hateness for you. Never wanted this situation at any cost. But still my thoughts went wild and I stopped being your affectionate person.
I know you're captivated by darkness,
By the way, you shine beneath the sun.
You don't care about the burns you get,
Just to hide it underneath your skin.
You can peel off my skin, and wear it as a shield;
I don't mind the damage I get, as long as it's you.

I know the rain doesn't cleanse the pain you hide,
But standing in the rain brings fleeting joy in your life.
If too much rain fills your empty spaces —
And makes you suffocate,
I'll be the shelter you need to breathe;
No matter the cost.

Waiting for you has become one of my rituals,
And I'm embracing your flaws,
Just to fill the void inside me.

And darling, I can wait a lifetime for you,
But will you say I'm worthy?
You can take the iron from my blood,
To get the oxygen you need.

Seems like this waiting will turn me into a stone,
I'll become your tomb.
So you can take your pain and carve it on me,
You can rip my limb to cut the surface.

I know you're planning to leave,
Will you take me with you, to our home?
As promised, to a white shelter.
I will reach for you, even when I'm bleeding,
But will you?
Or are you saving your love for someone I'm not?
No matter the cost, I'll wait.
My words and soul will become your tomb.
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I would give you my compassion,
but it would hurt me,
if you're not ready.

Because I can't hold,
in my arms,
so much pain.

I can't give you love,
because I don't feel it,
I'm not there yet.

But I will give you my tenderness,
so that you can paint each tear with color.
To look
to study
to let it consume you
it takes over your life
every waking hour
it all you can thing about
and then, without notice
somthing new and
Oh wow, it's a ******* fish!
This is how life gets me, I really get into somthing and all of a sudden I see somthing else and the last thing is forgotten in a flash
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