When I was little I always counted my steps. I would keep track of the delicate taps of my feet, to see how many I could fit in one square of the sidewalk. And while I was busy naming each step after a number, I was unaware of the world. Because I marched to the music of my own. Choosing instead to see the smiles on the shoes I saw go by. And when that little child grew I knew, I knew, I knew, of the world and all its evils. So my silly counting habits, they returned because without it, I couldn't see the smiles that I found on all shoes. I tried to see the other side. But people's eyes just can't suffice, because a smile is so certainly scarce, on the faces of those I find. so I count on my counting, my sacred devout thing, to keep me from frowning, by seeing the secret smiles on the shoes that march on by.