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Sarah M Gillihan
Poems
Dec 2014
Love Is Insanity
I’m so madly in love with you
I just want you to love me too
You say you do
Just please,
Render it true.
I can’t survive without you
When we fight I turn so blue
You don’t understand
No, you never do
Just the word
“Bye”
Makes me cry for hours over you
I know these are just words
Simply written in text
If you could just see the hurt and the tears
Running down my neck
The make-up smeared
In lines down my face
You’ll never hear my cries
You’re hundreds of miles away
You’re my knight in shining armor
Though you don’t believe this case
I care way too much
I cling to you
So there’s no space
No space between us
So we’re face-to-face
If only this were true
It’s just a matter of days
Until I take my life
With this pile of blades
I’m coming home my darling
Just please understand
I love you way too much
I can’t withstand
These days without you
Holding my hand
I’m coming home my love
This I have planned
I’m coming to see you
Just promise,
you’ll hold my hand.
I hate all this fighting
Because we’re apart
I’m coming home,
I’m coming home.
Together,
we can mend our hearts.
I’m sorry
For the days we fight
Just the thought of you leaving
Makes me cry in the night
My passion for you
Could never be for another
I will love you
Like no other
So even though
We have our ups and downs
We’ll work things out
And get around
The pain in our hearts
Don’t make a sound
Just think of me in the night,
then lie on the ground.
Look at the moon
And stare at the stars
Think of me
and know
That I’m not too far
I’ll love you forever
Just don’t forget me
Because even now
I’m still in need
Of your care and your touch
I forget
And I can’t see
If there’s any good left in me
Just don’t let go
If you still care
Cause my skin is thin
And I’m so scared
I don’t want to lose you
But I hate the air
I don’t deserve to live
And I can’t be there
I can’t be there and stay by your side
Even though I fantasize
About one day
Being your bride.
And even though you don’t want me
I just wish that you could see
What you really do to me
I try so hard to be happy
Because you said that you were
Proud of me
Proud of me for staying clean
When all I see is filth in me
And even as I hold these blades,
I think of you
and I feel ashamed.
You keep me strong
While I’m going insane
I really wish you felt this way
And I pour my heart out
day after day,
Hoping soon you’ll see the pain
Believing the tears rolling down my face
Knowing I love you
And that my heart breaks
Every moment that you’re away
I write these words
No matter what you say
I’ll love you the same
Either way
Even if
And when
You push me away
I’ll say,
“Okay.”
Cause I love you
And if that’s what will make you happy
Then okay.
I’ll still keep loving you
day after day.
And I just hope
you’ll feel the same
Just love the girl
That drove you away.
She didn't mean it.
She’s insane.
If you don't love me, I'll find someone else who does.
#cutting
#anger
#confused
#annoying
#fights
#apology
#clingy
#creepy
#freak
#distressed
Written by
Sarah M Gillihan
Fort Worth
(Fort Worth)
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