Deep blue
like an ocean
They draw me in....
And as if I'm in the ocean,
I can't seem to get out.
Or really even want to
even when I know I need to.
And the thing about those beautiful bright blues,
Is the history.
So much happiness
And so much pain
lie in their wake.
And I can't see past the horizon line.
But I know
It's bright...
But I know
it's stormy....
And in this moment,
staring into the depth,
I can't decide if I will stay afloat
blissfully
Or if I will drown
into the unseen.