Dear darling, I decided to brave The haunting winter If only for today. I took your sled, The dark blue one Of which you've always loved, And marched it to the top Of your favorite hill.
I sat silently for many moments Simply to remember The way your eyes Would shine with wonder The second your feet reached the top.
As I looked down the path We have taken So many times before, My heart shattered once again Knowing I am no longer Able to look down my side To see your sweet rosy cheeks And crooked smile Aiming straight for my soul. The rivers seemed to never cease As they poured from my eyes. My lonely hands are frozen, For there is no warmth, Now that your small hands Are forever gone from mine.
I wrote this as I was thinking about how many families are having their first winter without a child they loss to Cancer or another terrible disease and it breaks my heart every time I think about it.