If God had a heart, he wouldn't have let me meet you, because he knew I'd fall in love.
If God had a heart, he wouldn't have let you ask for my number, because he knew I'd become dependent on a "good morning"
If God had a heart, he would've closed every movie theater, coffee shop, and bowling alley, because he knew millions of hugs and kisses and "I love you"s would be created there.
If God had a heart, he would've taken every "I love you" and "baby" and "you're my world" away from your lips because he knew one day I'd be on the floor wondering where we went wrong and if you ever meant a thing.
If God had a heart, my bed wouldn't feel so big right now. So lonely. So cold.
If God had a heart, he would've made you live somewhere else, because he knew I'd love you and everything that you are. He knew I'd fall so hard and I wouldn't ever leave my bathroom floor when you left. He knew I'd drink your favorite coffee to remember how your lips tasted. He knew I'd wonder if you were even real. He knew I'd be looking at how the stars look like the constellations in your eyes, hoping you were doing the same, just like you used to say Orion's belt and the big dipper were in my eyes.

*I hope you see the stars and think of me