The other day I stood atop the old psychiatric center and stared at the sky. I marveled at the stars and how close I felt to them, while I was 12 stories of abandonment and insanity and torment high. I couldn't help but truly feel the stars were like scars etched into the sky. It made me think of the patients who were left to rot in the building I was standing on. They looked so alive, yet they were already dead.