I used to think they were harmless, I was so naïve. The variety in my house; a never ending rainbow. white ovals multicolored capsules muddy orange circles. A plethora of every imaginable combination, right at my fingertips.
Ive followed in my mother's footsteps no matter how hard I tried to avoid it. No longer innocent I am tainted in sin
Shape doesn't worry me size and color don't either some went with headaches some for concentration some for depression they couldn't ever make the suffering go away it lingers within me no matter how hard I try to rid of the pain
I cry out
Why? Oh god, why? Do you really hate me? What is this Hell I live in?
I popped another; I just couldn't resist the bittersweet taste the coating leaves in my mouth. Swallowed it whole no water because I am a pro. Maybe a few. 3 more then 5 only 1 more well 2 couldn't hurt
Lost my count by now.
This time i'm not in pain I just want the fog to cover me and to once again not feel or show
anything
Nothing
at all
For I go numb once again as I swallow another pill
Might be my favorite one I have written so far...... idk