we started a painting when we met. i was the artist, and you weren't, but i was okay with that. you painted carelessly, and i cleared up all your mistakes. it was a beautiful portrait, and i was beyond ecstasy. but one day, i guess you became tired. holding brushes and painting in blotches and strokes, you decided to stop, you quit and left me there. i watched you walk out of the painting, i watched you walk out of my life. so then, very slowly i grew more tired on my own. from colors, to monochromatic. from rainbow to black and white. our painting turned dull. one day, i ended it all, never touching a single brush. i never finished the painting. how would i, when inspiration is gone? and only you, were my inspiration.