I wouldn't know the feeling associated with being valuable I know vulnerable, I do know that I know painful and invisible, dismissible and disposable I know, "keep your nose outta trouble" hypocritical I know the day-to-day that tries in every way to keep you face down while you play it off as being humble It's your mind but can't join the huddle While any spare time is stolen by the mental struggle The battle plan is and always was simple, "Toss more at him than he can handle," "More than humanly, no, humanely possible" It's sad though Because my recall is abysmal so I don't know If I've never had my hands on a handle ****** from the get-go Now just ruins of what was easily let go By the many that have come before and there'll be more for sure though