Ripped emotions grip tight On a roller-coaster riding Show you my ups and downs Darker side not hiding
Sometimes drops are slight When my disposition is sweet But don't dare to push the wrong button Or I'll have you flying out of your seat
Although I may appear normal Never doubt what is underneath skin Past my grinning surface chaos is clear Throughout thoughts is perversity prowling within
Put me into a locked padded cell To completely lose my mind Uncontrollable mood swings are not what I choose Sanity snaps leaving reality behind
Written back when my mental state was not nearly as stable as it is now... Not that it is 100% stable now but so much better in comparison