It's been a while since I've written, maybe I was trying to forget the pain that I felt when I put words on the paper, or maybe it was just regret of the life gone by people left detached, maybe this does not make any sense at all this uncertainty is not good for my sanity, all I need in this world of maybes is just some security.
The secure people are usually non-adventurous. I think that is what you need at times.